Wanted to get some nap.. but realised, i couldnt. My mind jus cant stop tinkin bout e 2012 scene in movie.. N wen i was tinkin halfway, there comes lightning.. As written on fb status;

Sooo afraid of lightning.. N even more afraid of lightning after watchin 2012.. O no.. Here's comes lightning again. SOB!!

Lol!

OMG. Been watchin some video posted on fb about woman givin birth.. Makes me jelly. Gosh. N suddenly found a web tat shows a elephant givin birth.. n.. e baby was somehow death after birth.. N e elephant mum tryin to wake e baby elephant up. O, gosh. Here is it: http://www.trickspro.com/science-online/save-the-elephants-how-does-baby-elephant-born.html

Went to watch 2012 today w my bf at vivo city. Well, luckily we booked e ticket on thursday online already.. bcux ytd, already it's full house. Lol. N yea, ate lunch at vivo city too.. I ate my favourite Unagi Bento set. Muahahahahaha.. "Unagi", e onii fish i lyk to eat.. If u realised, i hate eatin fish.. but somehow realised e unique taste of unagi.. Yum yum. Love it. Haa. Was tokin n chattin bout e 2012 review n impression at hagen daz @ vivo city w my bf.. LOL. We................ ate e S$17.90 icecream.. OMG. It's damn small n damn expensive.. I cant believe it.. He jus dragged me into it n ate such a expensive icecream? *Faint* O no. I wanted to pull him out.. but it's already too late.. Dun wan him to lose face, sooo i jus kept quiet. But stil, ... O gosh. N sort of thankful to hav a bf who sees me more than his money. Haha.

Gotta pack my stuff for e stall tml as well as my one week travel. Wil update u peeps soon.. but for time being.. I tink i wil hav one week not blogging.. Feels lyk bringin a sketchpad over to my travel.. Can pluck it earphones n blast my ear while im holding a sketchpad n a pencil. Tat might b my blog for time being. N wen im back, i wil jus scan in or retype it. Haa. Wil c.

I wonder, how do peeps out there draw soo well? Sigh.

I recalled by alittle, feelings n thoughts. Wen i heard or see tings tat reminds me bout someting else, i tend to doubt. N me, i started to doubt y m i sittin here doin wat im doin now all day? I rmb im interested in multimedia, digital graphic n art, videography n stuff lyk tat.. Y m i in architectural or even not!? My dad owaz says, work cannot go for interest ones.. but somehow sometimes he say can.. but most of e time he say cant.. Soo.. i owaz listen to him.. Architectural, mayb is e onii choice i can choose wen my secondary sku ends.. Sooo tat's how i ended there. I cant rmb did i choose multimedia.. but today, i jus somehow felt soo regretted not goin into multimedia course. Sigh.

I jus wonder, i might learn tings slower than ppl n make further mistake than common ppl.. but there's a phrase.. "No one is perfect" and continue to add my phrase "Everybody hav their own gud n bad stuff in them".. Sooo does it means most ppl learn fast n dun make mistake but cant exceed wat they hav owe already.. or mayb i can exceed e standard after i master everyting eh!? Actuallii i hope soo, jus tryin to kip myself positive. But how!? My bf owaz b there, encourage me n tell me how gud m i.. i feel soo honour being w him, soo mmyuch of confident wen im w him.. but wen im alone, i felt sooo empty n useless. Sigh. He said for tis 4 years, he can c how n wat i m. N he once said, tis 8 months relationship.. he nv heard me say im gud b4.. all negatives stuff goes on n on. Sometimes, not onii him.. me too, i duno wat to do w myself. ...

Tis few days, feel lyk drawing sumting.. but was stuck at work.. feel lyk makin animations, but most of time im at work. Cant help much, wen i reach home.. inspiration gone.. Even if i were to try to draw sumting. Shits comes. Sigh.

Had inspiration to shoot a potrait w e concept of e black parade. Description: A gal wearing black dress, emo-ing sadness on e road.. road; w no cars or vehicle.. background; urbanism.. lots of tall towers. Scene; Raining and dark cloudy. Photoedit: darkroom.

Still feelin soo out of place. Thought n emo awhile again, wen i was on e way back home in mrt.. well, train delay in e morning as well as evening. N luckily, thou i slept late last nitez but i managed to woke up earlier tis morning, n went out earlier.. didnt blow my hair.. looks kinda mess up.. but okie. Soo came out earlier, n train delay.. n end up reachin in time.. not soo bad.

Well, i said was tinkin alot.. Wanted to blog wen i hav nutin to write or type it down.. n wen i can blog, i forgot almost wat im tryin to stress bout.. N it's owaz tis way. Lol.

Ytd didnt manage to catch any looks on e meteor rain.. thou i heard tat e news hav oso shot some video of it. Lol.

Today's work was fine. Abit of tireness. Wore my new spec, n change to e old ones, n back e new ones, n change back e old one.. Lol. Cux im pretty not use to it. Lol. Add degree by 100 on both sides. Asked few of my collegue, do i look better w tis or tat!? Lol. Jux soo curious.. Lol. I tink e big n new one is orbit.. but w character.. but e old ones looks nicer on me but no character. Lol.

Well well, went jurong point to diy cake 4 my bf's dad n mum for their bd.. Lol. Im sooo selfish, asked my bf to let me hav e cake to design.. n ask him not to touch "MY cake".. Lol. I said "later u spoil my concept".. Lol. But it's his parents.. im soo damn! I somehow regretted to react tat way.. but he didnt blame me for tat.. He said he jus wan us to enjoy, n not bout being perfect in designing e cake. Im too selfish, too demanding. O no, irene is more n more a girl!! O my!! I wil change, i'll lyk to change. I wan him to love me, i wan to love him lyk he does. I dun wana b a selfish person tat hurts him. He's a nice nice guy. I muz oso b a nice nice nerd.

Feel very itchy today.. Skin allergy attack again. Lol.

Wen i was on my way home today.. Was sort of scratchin my leg wen i was on a escalator.. A old man wearing cleaner uniform.. look at me, n slowly into my skirt.. Sooo i was lyk.. Staring at him 4 staring me.. Then he smiled at me, lyk im interested in him. O my.. I quickly walked away from him. O please.. Lol. I noe my workplace there alot of postitute, BUT IM NOT ONE OF THEM!!! Gosh. Soo sick. Disgusting!

Was thundering wen i was on e way back.. But stil i went to buy a packet of oreo.. Actuallii i dun reallii eat oreo.. but i tink it's a gud idea to crush it n spread on cake eh? I tink it wil taste gud.. Tml gotta go JP to decorate cake 4 my bf's mama bd. Lol. Shhhhh!

After buyin oreo, went to check if my new spec is done.. n yup, paid n collected. Big n orbit. Purposely make myself ugly.. Soo tat no more guys wana get closer to me, sooo tat my darling wun b jealous n we wun quarrel.. Hehe. Wat a plan. Lol.

Heard tat today wil hav meteor rain, look out for it!!! Lol. It's raining though.. Hope to see it somehow.. But outside my window is sooo cloudy after e rain.

Wanted to get some nap.. but realised, i couldnt. My mind jus cant stop tinkin bout e 2012 scene in movie.. N wen i was tinkin halfway, there comes lightning.. As written on fb status;

Sooo afraid of lightning.. N even more afraid of lightning after watchin 2012.. O no.. Here's comes lightning again. SOB!!

Lol!

OMG. Been watchin some video posted on fb about woman givin birth.. Makes me jelly. Gosh. N suddenly found a web tat shows a elephant givin birth.. n.. e baby was somehow death after birth.. N e elephant mum tryin to wake e baby elephant up. O, gosh. Here is it: http://www.trickspro.com/science-online/save-the-elephants-how-does-baby-elephant-born.html

Went to watch 2012 today w my bf at vivo city. Well, luckily we booked e ticket on thursday online already.. bcux ytd, already it's full house. Lol. N yea, ate lunch at vivo city too.. I ate my favourite Unagi Bento set. Muahahahahaha.. "Unagi", e onii fish i lyk to eat.. If u realised, i hate eatin fish.. but somehow realised e unique taste of unagi.. Yum yum. Love it. Haa. Was tokin n chattin bout e 2012 review n impression at hagen daz @ vivo city w my bf.. LOL. We................ ate e S$17.90 icecream.. OMG. It's damn small n damn expensive.. I cant believe it.. He jus dragged me into it n ate such a expensive icecream? *Faint* O no. I wanted to pull him out.. but it's already too late.. Dun wan him to lose face, sooo i jus kept quiet. But stil, ... O gosh. N sort of thankful to hav a bf who sees me more than his money. Haha.

Gotta pack my stuff for e stall tml as well as my one week travel. Wil update u peeps soon.. but for time being.. I tink i wil hav one week not blogging.. Feels lyk bringin a sketchpad over to my travel.. Can pluck it earphones n blast my ear while im holding a sketchpad n a pencil. Tat might b my blog for time being. N wen im back, i wil jus scan in or retype it. Haa. Wil c.

I wonder, how do peeps out there draw soo well? Sigh.

I recalled by alittle, feelings n thoughts. Wen i heard or see tings tat reminds me bout someting else, i tend to doubt. N me, i started to doubt y m i sittin here doin wat im doin now all day? I rmb im interested in multimedia, digital graphic n art, videography n stuff lyk tat.. Y m i in architectural or even not!? My dad owaz says, work cannot go for interest ones.. but somehow sometimes he say can.. but most of e time he say cant.. Soo.. i owaz listen to him.. Architectural, mayb is e onii choice i can choose wen my secondary sku ends.. Sooo tat's how i ended there. I cant rmb did i choose multimedia.. but today, i jus somehow felt soo regretted not goin into multimedia course. Sigh.

I jus wonder, i might learn tings slower than ppl n make further mistake than common ppl.. but there's a phrase.. "No one is perfect" and continue to add my phrase "Everybody hav their own gud n bad stuff in them".. Sooo does it means most ppl learn fast n dun make mistake but cant exceed wat they hav owe already.. or mayb i can exceed e standard after i master everyting eh!? Actuallii i hope soo, jus tryin to kip myself positive. But how!? My bf owaz b there, encourage me n tell me how gud m i.. i feel soo honour being w him, soo mmyuch of confident wen im w him.. but wen im alone, i felt sooo empty n useless. Sigh. He said for tis 4 years, he can c how n wat i m. N he once said, tis 8 months relationship.. he nv heard me say im gud b4.. all negatives stuff goes on n on. Sometimes, not onii him.. me too, i duno wat to do w myself. ...

Tis few days, feel lyk drawing sumting.. but was stuck at work.. feel lyk makin animations, but most of time im at work. Cant help much, wen i reach home.. inspiration gone.. Even if i were to try to draw sumting. Shits comes. Sigh.

Had inspiration to shoot a potrait w e concept of e black parade. Description: A gal wearing black dress, emo-ing sadness on e road.. road; w no cars or vehicle.. background; urbanism.. lots of tall towers. Scene; Raining and dark cloudy. Photoedit: darkroom.

Still feelin soo out of place. Thought n emo awhile again, wen i was on e way back home in mrt.. well, train delay in e morning as well as evening. N luckily, thou i slept late last nitez but i managed to woke up earlier tis morning, n went out earlier.. didnt blow my hair.. looks kinda mess up.. but okie. Soo came out earlier, n train delay.. n end up reachin in time.. not soo bad.

Well, i said was tinkin alot.. Wanted to blog wen i hav nutin to write or type it down.. n wen i can blog, i forgot almost wat im tryin to stress bout.. N it's owaz tis way. Lol.

Ytd didnt manage to catch any looks on e meteor rain.. thou i heard tat e news hav oso shot some video of it. Lol.

Today's work was fine. Abit of tireness. Wore my new spec, n change to e old ones, n back e new ones, n change back e old one.. Lol. Cux im pretty not use to it. Lol. Add degree by 100 on both sides. Asked few of my collegue, do i look better w tis or tat!? Lol. Jux soo curious.. Lol. I tink e big n new one is orbit.. but w character.. but e old ones looks nicer on me but no character. Lol.

Well well, went jurong point to diy cake 4 my bf's dad n mum for their bd.. Lol. Im sooo selfish, asked my bf to let me hav e cake to design.. n ask him not to touch "MY cake".. Lol. I said "later u spoil my concept".. Lol. But it's his parents.. im soo damn! I somehow regretted to react tat way.. but he didnt blame me for tat.. He said he jus wan us to enjoy, n not bout being perfect in designing e cake. Im too selfish, too demanding. O no, irene is more n more a girl!! O my!! I wil change, i'll lyk to change. I wan him to love me, i wan to love him lyk he does. I dun wana b a selfish person tat hurts him. He's a nice nice guy. I muz oso b a nice nice nerd.

Feel very itchy today.. Skin allergy attack again. Lol.

Wen i was on my way home today.. Was sort of scratchin my leg wen i was on a escalator.. A old man wearing cleaner uniform.. look at me, n slowly into my skirt.. Sooo i was lyk.. Staring at him 4 staring me.. Then he smiled at me, lyk im interested in him. O my.. I quickly walked away from him. O please.. Lol. I noe my workplace there alot of postitute, BUT IM NOT ONE OF THEM!!! Gosh. Soo sick. Disgusting!

Was thundering wen i was on e way back.. But stil i went to buy a packet of oreo.. Actuallii i dun reallii eat oreo.. but i tink it's a gud idea to crush it n spread on cake eh? I tink it wil taste gud.. Tml gotta go JP to decorate cake 4 my bf's mama bd. Lol. Shhhhh!

After buyin oreo, went to check if my new spec is done.. n yup, paid n collected. Big n orbit. Purposely make myself ugly.. Soo tat no more guys wana get closer to me, sooo tat my darling wun b jealous n we wun quarrel.. Hehe. Wat a plan. Lol.

Heard tat today wil hav meteor rain, look out for it!!! Lol. It's raining though.. Hope to see it somehow.. But outside my window is sooo cloudy after e rain.